They promised us it was the end of the world but no one is that
lucky. I quit, drove back home towards the coast to get my friend. I pulled over in the Mojave at about four am,
slept like you do in a sports car, got into the beach cities after eight, drove
around looking for the sorry ass bar he works in for forty minutes, found it,
parked and got out of my Z like I just had surgery, walked in, he’s wiping
glasses, the bars full and he’s got a giant cup of oj on the counter and a
cigarette hanging out of his head. His eyebrow raises and he stops wiping the
glass in his hands.
He quits too, he said
he knew I was coming. It takes a week to get into Mexico, good news bad news
is, they say money goes farther there. My car is stolen in Tijeras and there is no
walking 800 miles to Guanajuato where the new gods are even if he wasn’t shot.
We had spent our last twelve dollars American racking up a fifty dollar tab in
a great little shit hole of a place we’ve named Playa del Fuego, we just kept
saying that name over and over and taking those napkins off the tops of our
beers. When they found out we have no money, or not enough, the night ended. I
never saw him again.
I get as far as
Leon, just 30 miles from the hole in Mexico’s ass where these fuckers came back
to but the whole party has moved north already. In a corner pharmacy at four am
I watch Phoenix burn on a black and white TV. The guy who runs the pharmacy here
has family there. He locks the door
after pulling in a lawn chair for me to sit on and we watch what the Mexican
anchor keeps calling ‘fuego azul’ but it just looks white to us on his tv. I think of the bar where they killed my
friend, everyone smiling and raising their beers to us, laughing at the crazy,
rich, white kids, cuz were all rich kids to em I bet, at least until the money
runs out.
Well, they see me
and get in. He tries to stop them from
taking me but I tell him it’s ok. I think for a second that they’re gonna take
me to the new gods but those bastards have been gone for days now, it’s a
comforting thought though.
It ends quicker
than I give them credit for. No one is shot, me that is, I am not shot; its
a low energy killing, no shouts or shoes to the head, just a firm tap with the
old Ma-che-tay to the neckers and whump, whump, whump, out with the blood, body
in a ditch with others, good view, stars past some wild silhouette of high
leafy trees, everything is black, even if it could be other colors, mabey soon
we'll see 'em, maybe soon we'll get to make our case.
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